The End of the School year

Some of the writings we had to do that made me think and learn ahead was the project of Monsters , this made my thinking go ahead because we had to put a lot of thought into it, it was a lot of information to gather and explain. We did over 1,400 words for our essay, so it was a big part of our grade. It was really hard for me because it was so much information to get and make it all sound right when we present. It was also difficult to present because we had to shorten it up so we can give them a lot of information but in smaller words so it isn’t as long.

Some things i found challenging was presenting and writing a lot this was a struggle for me because i wasn’t comfortable talking in front of people and i was scared i was going to get made fun of which happened a few times , but it scared me because i didn’t want to say a word wrong because if i did it would make me feel embarrassed. How i overcame on presenting was to be more confident but i still am scared to present but some things i do is to think to myself and re-read what im going to present so im not to scared. Why writing was a struggle for me is because i would need a lot on information to write, i would get confused what to write and how i would explain it for people to understand. I would always get scared on getting my grade back because i didn’t want to have a low grade, How i overcame not having writing to be a struggle is to ask teachers questions and for them to explain it to me.

The struggles i still haven’t overcame was presenting and talking in front of people, i get scared talking in front of people because i feel like someone will make fun of me and say something bad about me and it’ll make my confidence on talking go down. Before i talk in front of people/crowd i talk to myself telling myself itll be okay and nothing bad will happened and re-reading what im going to present.

My new insight on reading and writing is its a good way to learn new things because it gives you information on the topic your learning, as well as writing its a way to explain your topics and express what you have learned. My insight of public speaking is a good way to speak your mind and what’s important, for me i am still scared to public speaking. My insights on life in general is that i am scared for the future and whats gonna happen for my education life but more important is others because there been a lot of bad things that have happened to people.I will focus on education so as i grow up ill get the job i need and i could have my own career.

My journey

My plan after high school is to go to college and get the right education. I want and study more about what i want to do so as i study more about it and then try it ill be able to get what i want to do, for example making a clothing line and personally i do want to make a clothing line and start my own business and as i learn about a clothing line and what they do and go more in depth about it, i will be able to make my own business and grow as a company.

Personally i think college is worth the cost but also not because the price can go up to 40 thousand and it might not be the right education that you are looking for, and also you might already have your education that you need. As your a senior you have been through 12 years of hard work and you have to pay to get into college and its really hard for people to get into college because they might not have the money but the good mindset to have a really good/important job. I believe college should be free because all the hard work that us teens are doing and still having to pay a lot of money to get into a college for more education.

A pro of being in college is “College graduates make more money.The average college graduate makes $570,000 more than the average high school graduate over a lifetime. [126] Career earnings for college graduates are 71% to 136% higher than those of high school graduates” this shows this being in college you make more money because you have more of the education which will get you into better jobs so you will have more money. A con about college “Student loan debt is crippling for college graduates. About 44 million Americans owe more than $1.5 trillion in student debt. [123] [125] 45% of people with student loan debt say college was not worth it.” which this means that since a lot of teens aren’t able to pay for their college and they have to pay a lot more money.

My Career

A Career / job i’ve always wanted to do is become a cop to help people but now that i have grown up and im still a kid i’ve wanted to make my own clothing line or become a model , and as i have the money ill donate to people in need. A career i can see myself doing in the future is becoming a model and modeling for different industries . Another thing i can see my future self doing is making my own clothing line because i’ve always been into making my own clothes and making my own unique style. As of right now i can see myself doing something of my own doing my own unique stuff and hopefully helping others.

Exploring the CA Career Zone has changed some of my mindset because for jobs that caught my eye were interior designer, singer and fashion designers. these caught my eye because i have wanted to do these because it makes me feel free in a way being able to to my own thing because for interior designer you can help and do designs people like and make it into a nice house/building etc. Ive wanted to become a singer because its a way of expressing how you feel or others feel. The last that mostly caught my eyes was becoming a Fashion designer because as i said its a way of showing your style and your unique clothes.

The dream jobs i wish to have will take a lot of effort and hard work to be able to get what i want. i could make it come true it’ll just take really long time to be able to get it all ready with the clothing line and as well if i want to model. If i want to become a model ill have to sign into industries and see if they take me in and if they do i can model and grow and model for bigger companies. As right now i really want to do something impactful to help the world and help people who need the money.

Don’t ever give up

The expression “Never, never give up” means to keep trying and never stop working on your goals, i agree with this statement because saying “don’t give up” and ” try your hardest” is a way of giving people motivation to do something, for example in my life people tell me ” don’t give up , you can do it” telling me ways on how i can achieve my goals and what i want. I also do the same to others i tell them ” you will do amazing on your test!, you can do it, you will get a good grade” anything to do to make them feel motivated so they don’t get worried and think they wouldn’t be able to achieve.

Its a boost of confidence and motivation when you say something they can achieve because if they don’t get that talk they will think they cant do it and they’ll think about how bad it will go. Its good to tell people to not give up because it helps their ability to think about the future and i say this because if your wanting to dropout of school your future will be different , you wont have the full education you need so telling someone who wants to dropout to not give up will make them think if they should or should not.

i believe love is the most strong emotion but also dangerous

why i believe love is the most strong emotion is because it helps us fight our weakness and puts a smile on our face, its important because an easy hug or smile can kill all the worries we have. If we didn’t have the emotion of love we would all not show affection to each other. Whats the definition of love ? definition of love is trusting someone with your life an you tell that person everything and showing affection to them such as hug, kiss, holding hands , etc. We need love in our life because without it we would feel alone, we need it because we want someone to makes us feel safe and to respect us and for us to trust them. Love is also a dangerous emotion because its a combination of all emotions because if you have someone you love very much it will cause the rest of emotions such as trust, anger ,sad, joy, happiness, fear, disgust , etc . Which can cause issues due to all the emotions inside your head. Love can be harmful because of your friendship or relationship for example a friendship you trust them with everything and tell them everything on your mind but they turned out toxic and told people your secrets and personal things trusted them to tell. Same for a relationship you trusted them with everything and they tell people your personal things or maybe they spread rumors about you that aren’t true. The relationship or friendship was probably toxic and controlling and it was a harm to you because it made u feel upset and all the emotions. Another reason why its harmful because if you lose the relationship or friendship it’ll cause harm to yourself because of how much love you had for them and it all went away and you cant heal in a second because you had so much love for them and so many memories and trust and now its gone and they were the only person who you felt safe with. Love is a dangerous disease, and can even be deadly , while being in love many positive effects on our daily lives, it can as well be a death of despair. We all get love from people around us , a family member, friend, girlfriend/boyfriend etc. But at the end of the day a lot of people get love and show love to others, but some people lose love and try to get it back.

Difference between happiness and joy

What is the difference between happiness and joy ? They are both closely related but not the same , Happiness is a feeling that overcomes you and cant help but smile, its positivity people spread to others when they have a close relationship , helping others doing the little things that will spread positivity and happiness to others. Joy is when u have a good feeling of pleasure, its a moment at time when you feel it. Happiness is a close feeling to joy but happiness is more powerful and more known to people. Happiness is a feeling that last for a while and joy is at the moment of time.

Growing up we all experience a feeling of happiness and joy maybe because we got a new toy or ice cream, maybe a family member made us laugh gave us a smile on our face. I have experienced a feeling of happiness due to something that made me feel good or made my day. But due to stress, pressure, arguments, loss of people, its been hard for people to have that feeling of happiness and joy in there life. School has been stress full for people which makes if harder for them to find that bit of happiness in them but if there is a joy in them that people do it’ll make them find that piece of joy in them. In school people will feel there happiness due to being with there friends telling them a joke or keeping them comfort.